Thread:--Jeminemily--/@comment-5996268-20131002033654/@comment-5996268-20131005003142

Jasmine.. this is going to kill me.. Though I'm glad to know I could be a best friend to you.. that I really did that great a job and was the one who you could always come to. That I was always there for you. I'm in tears right now Arty... mostly tears of sadness and loss but perhaps a few happy tears because You felt I was always there for you. I feel glad I could do something right for a change.

I want you to know that the single week I was with you was and always will be the greatest of my life, but I'm more content that you came back to Josh, who made you so incredibly happy. That he brought meaning to your life. I wished you would stay and live out your life with him.

I'll never be the same without you. I've lost 3 friends to death in a month and a half: my best friend that I knew in the flesh (Justine), an old friend who I didn't talk to for years and now regret it because she got hit in the head with a Jet-Ski (Katie Yale), and now I'm saying goodbye to you. I'm saying goodbye to princess Artemi that so flawlessly spins straw into gold.

Thank you for everything you've done for me, I'm sorry for all the times I made you uncomfortable or if I ever failed you. I'm sorry that I am powerless to stop you with my useless mortal body from going into a fight that you will probably not survive.. if I could drive right now I'd find a way to get to Panama city and stop you from doing this. I'm sorry I can't, at very least, help you fight and die with you.

Know that you are not doing the world a favor, don't even think about believing that: the world is a better place with you in it. I don't think I'll last a week after you go before I run into the abyss myself and let the darkness cover me.

Don't expect me to make it through this, because deep down I know that this will be the mortal blow. I can either live in a hollow shell and walk this word emotionless for another 50 years or I can die while I can still feel. I want to before I'm completely insane and dead inside.

Please.. I'm begging you... don't do this Jasmine

I drew you an album cover sketch today.. if you stay just a bit longer you might get to see what it's for. You were all I could think about today.. I barely made it to the bathroom in school before I broke down in tears.

My god Jasmine.. don't go