Thread:--Jeminemily--/@comment-5996268-20131002033654/@comment-5996268-20131004021903



That came off sounding really cold.. after all that we've been through together.

I didn't abandon you the other night.. I had put down my iPad to take a shower. As much as I'd love to keep a sense of pride, I don't care at this point in time so I'll admit I spend more time taking a shower than most women do. Sometimes even an hour or so when I'm off my meds.

When I came back, I thought you were still on and typed all that stuff in the screenshot above trying to keep you from leaving. I refreshed, and you were no longer there.

I want to at least talk to you.. be able to say goodbye to one of, if not my closest friend before she goes off to die whilst I don't even know exactly what's going on.

What about Josh? Does he even know? How would he react if he found out you were dead? He would live the rest of his life waiting for you because though he hates me to hell and back he adores you and would die for you. What about Dawn? What about your friends?

Please.. don't go. And if you have to, I'd appreciate it if we could say a better goodbye. I don't want that to be my last memory of you.

Your loyal friend,

Nick