Thread:PyroGothNerd/@comment-24869402-20140629224612/@comment-24869402-20140722220541

ok, so , my name is jim cable , and , I've been involved in these things as an advisor , for about six years now , maybe seven.

I started off working with general slendi verses, and , eventualy , made my way over to the fear mythose. perhaps, though , I should give you some history ,

the events leading up to me being an advisor in these scenario's influenced the way I treated them.

it started second year highschool ,

my grades started plumeting.

I had always gotten good grades before, never failed a test , never got my homework wrong , even if it was late sometimes , and , generaly , I did so well on my homework , I thought a was for average and b was for bad for a while.

then, my grades started to actualy get bad , I got c's ,

we had moved, me and my mom , temporarily , to a small appartment to get into a better school district so the costs wouldnt be as high , it wasnt to far , but , far enough that I couldnt see my friends from around the neighborhood , and , I wasnt supposed to walk to far , both for the reasons of mom not haveing to pick me up , so I wouldnt waist time not studying , and , because , st. louis was seen as pretty dangerous back then , in a way , it still is.

so, not wanting to lose the part of me I had left , my grades , I threw myself into my studying , eating only a little , limiting myself to an hour of videogames a night , double checking my work after it was compleate , and gettig about two hours sleep a day durring the weekdays ,

I slept quite a bit on the weekends ,

but, my grades kept getting worse ,

it didnt help that I found out I was gay at that time ,

not through anything drastic, I just decided that that was the time that you start figureing out what you like , so , I occasionaly looked at porn , figured out that the guy materd more then the girl , looked at lesbian porn , didnt like it , looked at gay porn , and realised that I was gay ,

naturaly, it would have been quite a disturbance to go through that at that time , and , I couldnt afford to spend time learning about the different rules , when I was already haveing a hard enough time learning how to deal with school , so , the most logical option seemed to be to grab a bottle of syrup of ipecac , print off some porn , secretly , and look at it while drinking the stuff , surpriseingly , it worked , but , it didnt turn me straight , it just turned off my sexuality entirley ,

you know, you never realy notice how much sexuality determins your social interactions and comfortability around other people , till you dont have one ,

and ,

when you couldnt keep up with the topics of hotness and dateing that everybody else was talking about, you sort of just fade back and focus on non social things , which , I knew , wasnt good for me ,

as I already had aspergers type autism, and , if I didnt try to socialize more , my socialization skills would slip even further back then they were before ,

so, I saw the solution , since I couldnt socialize at school without seeing my grades slip further , as getting a part time job , it would help with my resume , it was good for trying to get me to be more active , and , the work would be mostly mindless repitition , meaning I could talk to people and socialize ,

but, I was aware that I was still at that age where I needed a parent to still sign off on me getting a job , so , I asked mom and explained the reasons ,

and ,

she flipped out, fearing that it would take more time away from school and studying , , so , I actualy became afraid of getting a part time job , my grades kept getting worse ,

so, I sunk into a depression , I didnt really care about my grades any more , going to school was something you just did because you were supposed to , and , I stoped careing about normal or fashionable clothes ,

and  ,

just started wearing what I liked, which usualy involved a trenchcoat and sweat or swish pants , as those thinner and tighter versions of hammer pants were called ,

and ,

instead of smokeing for the reason I previosly had, because I had heard it helped concentration ,

later confirmed in my study of psychodynamic substances corse ,

I started smokeing just to forget about things, at that time , I started to get into things I liked again , such as scary stories , and , had begun looking at different philosophies and , in some cases , forms of spiritualism , like chaos magick ,

while I had never read the liber null and psychonaught, and still havent , the works of authors like andreah vitimous , mya ohm , and austin ausman spare , interested me greatly , and , I had begun to study the meditation techniques ,

this didnt bother me greatly, as I was previously afraid of what people at , even the christian science church I attended would think , and , though I trust god , I didnt trust what churches could do to peoples heads ,

so, I eventualy got into different sights on the slenderman mythose , different arg's ,

I was even there durring the begining of everymanhybrid ,

trying to find something interesting ,

and ,

thinking that helping these people ,

was a way for me to feel useful again ,

then, came the day that I would regret ,

the day I found ashesfallbro ,

they were a small group trying to prove the non existence of slendi, from my expierience in chaos magick , I knew ,

just by focusing on something ,

that anything could happen ,

so, I tried to warn them away from it , tried to tell them it was dangerous , but , they didnt listen , at a few points they acted like I was being rediculous ,

so, I told them to do something they shouldnt have done , I told them to draw the sigil , thinking that , once they started seeing things , they would listen to me ,

and get out of the situation ,

but, they didnt , what followed , was them haveing nightmares , them going insain , and them proceding to kill each other , or so I thought ,

after that, I constantly blamed myself for there deaths , I had considerd suicide , but , one death wouldnt make up for the loss of four , I couldnt sleep , I couldnt eat , atleast , not much any more ,

I thought, "one life is not enough to atone for a life" ,

so ,

I took it uppon myself to save ten lives for each life that was taken that day ,

my first success was alyssa, of withinblindsight ,

I told her about chaos magick, and , she took to it like a fish to water , becomeing one of the best chaos magicians I've seen ,

next, I turned my attention to a few other blogs , till I came uppon my next success in hallowseve100 , who learned he could break proxie controle by simply sprinkling iron fileings on someone ,

before that, I had met the doctor , known as doctorknowhow , he had told me several methodes of defence against slendi , and , I had use these methods , and , this knowledge , to become an advisor ,

and ,

I had used my new knowledge ,

to try to save people ,

around this time, I had begun to differentiate various universes where these things took place ,

the first is chaos verses, verses similer to this one , where , an entity , like slendi , had to kill someone in there dreams , before they could manifest in the real world , alyssa is in one of these ,

then ,

there were standerd slendi verses, where the rules I had learned from the doctor still aplied , but , they were rarley ussed ,

then ,

there were creepy verses, verses where multiple creepypasta could appear , eventualy , I found out about the fear mythose ,

and ,

using my knowledge ,

and ,

this wiki ,

began adviseing people in it, I haddent had a real success , till I came across the MEEC verses ,

these fear verses, primarily hosted through ARG's on youtube , were full of trouble ,

but ,

they also had more potential for stoping things, as , the fears hadnt fully formed ,

the first I found was michaels camera, the story of a guy , who , uppon getting a new camera , started seeing strange events , he started fighting back against the pre natal fears , and , he started winning ,

then ,

the MEEC showed up and started feeding people to his version of the end, or the rapture , or , whatever you want to call it , in order to stop it from wakeing up ,

I managed to get a hold of memory searcher ,

who ,

slendi was trying to pre emptivley ,

turn into a prenatal version of himself so he could be born that way ,

and ,

memory searcher sent a bell through that let michael reset the world to anouther dimension ,

when the thing was getting close to wakeing up ,

but ,

I wasnt sure it would be enough ,

so ,

I located the glitch on youtube ,

who preferd to be called sir glitch ,

and ,

he brodcast himself into that dimension ,

where ,

he was supposed to eat the MEEC, since they had his classic powers , but , I dont know if he did ,

unfortunatly, the bell had a cost ,

if michael ussed it to much, which , I dont know if he did or didnt , it would cause the dead to rise , but , he internalized the power , so , I'm not sure whats really going on there ,

but ,

he did get the dager which can perma kill the fears ,

which, I'm assumeing is the god killer ,

though I'm not sure ,

and ,

at this point ,

I had been loseing so much, and , fearing this would take over my ife , that , I decided to talk to my therapist about it ,

and, he recomended I distance myself from everything related to this ,

but ,

the guilt began to slowly way in on me ,

so ,

I came back ,

and found, my bloody mirror , a guy dealing with a prenatal version of nobody in his camera , and angry bloody mary who could turn guys into minnions , unlike the mother of snakes , and , the bloody tree , who , had a connection with mirrored sage ,

sages split personality ,

who was a proxie of the tree, only , a bit less mindless then other proxies ,

meaning ,

I think ,

that he could become an indiecen ,

slendi has made an appearence as a prenatal version known as clubs ,

and apparently, the grand game is under way again ,

I interacted in the live stream/ live chat with sage, but , by the time I got there , mirrord sage had taken ove , he wears a mask , which , its revealed , is to stop bloody mary from possessing him , along with that , I had seen mistress aura before this , and , had found out a servant of a new type of being , called a consept , had been stalking her , hand , was conversing through the chat , along with here , I also met a concept , the concept of spring , who , kinda seemed like dead pool , and , kinda , was just as cool , I keep saying kinda , because , a lot of people would find talking to him terrifying , but , he was pretty cool , I also had a brief chat with some of the other concepts , but , spring talked with me the longest , he described concepts that liked to interact with people more , as haveing an eldritch form , his was of a giant tower , made of crystal , beyond immagination , with a smile face on it , with lots of people impaled on the spikes , but , they wernt dead , as people cant die around spring , and , although , people can get hurt when he possesses them , they tend to regenerate , the servant of a concept , named stygian fortune , has the servant of the concept of luck , then , found out that , unlike the other times , she couldnt die , and went rogue , she loved playing pranks on fear during the chat , but , since she couldnt speak , she typed them , since here throat was slit , and it didnt heal , anouther version of the glitch , who seemed new to the world , chimed into her that she was no longer fortunes servant , a servant of luck , which pissed her off , I tried to be nice to spring , suggesting meat thermomiters instead of the swords of pins oprion , since I didnt think she'd go with pins , and , the thermomiters would be steril from the heat , though , they contained mercury , they were made of sturdy metal , so , I didnt think they would break , but , break they did , I sincearly appologies to spring for that , I really didnt want him to get hurt , or , at least , be uncomfortable , and , during the middle of this , michael was there , who was now conway , from , conway , exposeing the MEEC , who , had taken michael over while I wasnt looking , and , was now refering to himself as hero , and , trying to tell people about the things he was expieriencing , along the way , a guy who didnt talk showed up in the chat , with crew cut , spikey , blond hair , sunglasses , a leather jacket , and , a pretty big knife , who baised on the way he carried hmself , and the way he typed , I imagined to be some version of proxie hunter , after a while , the freelance proxie from that one verse with the angels showed up , saying that he was there to get and give information , but , wasnt actualy a proxie , and , was injecting himself with azoth , in order to hide from slendi's minnions , that , he called the weakerones without azoth , silver hairs , and , the ones with azoth , normal proxies , apparently , he has a good supply of both occuli liquorem , and zilvra , but , only mainly usses the azoth , though , I advised him to use more of the zilvra , as , even if he was an indiecen who could absorb azoth for limited amounts of time , the zilvra , not being as harmful , would serve him better in the long run , then stygian fortune was about to kill mistress aura , who she had previously been keeping asleep by knocking her out with a hammer , when I asked her if she please wouldnt , as , it was still my job to try to save people in these situations , so , spring had the great idea of flipping a coin on it , which , stygian couldnt resist , since , it was luck , and , thanks to springs quick thinking , mistress aura lived , I gotta admit , the guy who made vlad the impailer , and , who talked a man to death by locking himself in a bank vault with him , turned out , once again , to be pretty cool , after which , he whiped sages memory of the incident , then , white knight appeared , and explained that he was previously memory searcher , and , as I had told memory searcher about authors , and , how the chaos magick , and writing , of this world , effected worlds like his , he chose to assend beyond authorship , and idea , and creation , and became the white knight , to stop the fears from traveling freely between these universes , thuse , people wouldnt have to deal with the fallout of michaels universe , but , I was the only one with access to websites like the fear mythose wiki , so , it was now my job to save these people ,

my instant responce was ,

I'm gonna need a lot of coffee ,

after that, mistress aura woke up , and I kept her up though the night out of fear of a cuncussion , till she could go to a hospital in the mourning , I had sent her plenty of guides on makeing defensive items , which , stygian , aka fortune , prompty stole , and , had told her to do more tarot reading , as , frankly , she's quite the psychic , while this was happenign , someone similer to the blind man was erasing the memories of everyone in sages life of him , while , he managed to get a disk , which , I believe , contains the glitch , and , as michael started to be able to get sainer , aka , start handeling things better after the glitch man broadcast , I believe , that sir glitch , aka , the glitch , will be helpful to sage as well ,

a while after this, I was trying to revive my dream of becomeing a flash game designer , when , I came across a person who knew sarah , the girl from ashes fall bro , and knew her full name , sarah anderson , which , she never revealed on screan , and , she told me that sarah was still alive ,

that it was all just a joke ,

that I hadnt killed anyone ,

so, I thought , its no longer my responsibility to try to save anyone ,

I didnt do anything to anybody ,

so, I clearly told sage , from my bloody mirror , and mistress aura , that , if they wanted to continue talking to me , they could ether drop the act , or , that I would be charging the for information , in the form of sprite sheets I needed for my games , since , I'm not a very good artist , and sage agreed , this is what I told him ,

duely noted, I can agree that its generaly ether a mix of new creature , old formula , or legend clashing , so , I cant promise perfect intel , but , your video's have confirmed that the grand game is happening , that the path of black leaves is active , and , that ether auqa lung or the blind man is active , or , you have a type three slendi , as for mary , if she's in the game , she seems to follow some of the same rules as the others , but , as she can proxie men , she's not a perfect fit , plus , even before , mary had a dozen varients , so , your never sure which varient your dealing with , but , I doubt they follow standerd ghost killing protocols at this point , they will still require something special , and , right now your best hope is that disk , but , though it seems strange , it might be possible that these things are seeled to objects in your dimension , which , is the only way I can explain glitch being on a computer disk , or , the representation of nobody being on your camera , if thats the case , the only other universe where this happend involved fears n there prenatal , or , pregnant form , and , they would be unable to be born , if you didnt use the items , which , is hard , since a lot of people use them to escape the other fears , at this point , since slendi is calling himself "clubs" I think the tree is pregnant with slendi , so , abortion is possible , as was my previous goal when I tried to figure out your unverses rules , still , we should learn the results of different forms of magick , if nouthing else , as a defence methode option

as for the sprites, the info for pathfinder society is on paizo , it has nouthing to do with the fears , so , it should be accessable in your universe , just so you know , the alchemist should be wearing a turban

for the second, junji ito is a comic book artist , to be specific , a manga artist , thus , I was lokking for sprite for gyo , tokyo fish attack , uzumaki , aka , spiral ,  the flesh colored horror , kakashi , hanging baloons , the thing that drifted ashore , blood bubble bushes , the drain , ... you know, if a picture or comic book has a monster in it and is taged with junji ito , I could use a sprite of it

along with carved, the slitmouthed woman

tetsuo, the iron man , drill dick included

the b movies on my playlists, the video dead , the legend of hillbilly john , cast a deadly spell , dungeon master , house , the tingler , watchers , the beyond , cujo , video drome , the beyond , seed people , spookies , the stuff ,

the fear mythose creature will need to be told to you by me, but , sufice it to say , finding zombies that bleed birds and , surprisingly , living carnivals of death are the hardest things to find

as for the sprite style, they should look like they could easily fit into any of these games , mendel palace , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGmrIROni-M&list=PL9E6DCAD370224B51 , cocoron , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bnaGXY0FIY&list=PLA6FDA5B02AF20A6D , kid dracula , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8et_Jt-2xmo&list=PLFEA198BD79EBCBE6 , archon , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3X0lXxez1s&list=PL5855277A53306450 , ESPECIALY , hydra castle labarynth , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSZ_rpqL-bM&list=PLDA38BD11EDFE9AD9 , monster party , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2UryJZkDmo&list=UUTJ-qEBVSzSolK_rOSqZdGg , ESPECIALY , the twisted tales of spike mc fang , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8pp9WdunaY&list=PL06B5A002CA272EBF , red rogue ,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpndojWMhVg&list=PLA7237905DC3F544C  kid kool , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8pp9WdunaY&list=PL06B5A002CA272EBF , ESPECIALY , donkey kong 94 on game boy , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfSLZMhPjWE , ESPECIALY , avenging spirit on the gameboy , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7UuDANIcLM , and deadly towers , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBTEpbRDk3M

please note, the pathfinder game needs all classes , with all there first level abilities , and all the archetype feats for those classes , done in the style of cocoron , with a four class per charecter option , and three archytype per class option , with all options in some way being visible on the charecter design with MORE then just a palate swap

the horror game needs to have in item biulding option that goes through baisic crafting steps for each item, includes a tea laser , a net gun , potato guns  , that fire more then just potato's , a prochutto welding tourch , carbon arc welder from voltage multiplyer , car battery , and pencil leads , ion ray gun , light saber , carbon arc saber , made from ion ray gun , electromagnet , carbon arc welder , and prochutto tourch , ultrasound device , remote controlled combat robots , glider , and various kinds of crossbows , along with burst rocket fireworks for jumping , a grappling hook , various medical herbs , which , I can probably get from feud , and various backpacks , for storage space

I can find the sprites I didnt mention myself, generaly , for the fear mythose one

all games should have at least one charecter similer to heisanevilgenius interpretation of karnov , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rm4hoYb0qT0&list=UUTJ-qEBVSzSolK_rOSqZdGg ,

paizo pathfinder wiki should have all the material you need for the pathfinder rpg game, it should have levels of both a jumping platformer and a top down , so , try to keep that in mind ,

the b movie game should have elements of michael jacksons moonwalker, specificaly , the move set , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-7AU0FIpLY&index=37&list=UUTJ-qEBVSzSolK_rOSqZdGg , ehrgiez , god bless the ring , spesificaly , the insanity with the special attacks an weapons , while still remaining in the relm of the possible , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuGpDgnhp6Q , power stone 2 , specifical , the combat , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hxotQMGkkk&index=2&list=PL6E14D60FD3EC0006 , and metamoquest , specificaly , the charecter designes , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i394djAY0ps&index=42&list=UUTJ-qEBVSzSolK_rOSqZdGg

while still haveing the styles of, ad variable perspectives of , I wanna be the sublime , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOvtf1IJcr8&list=PL29BC9BB866EB3804 , I wanna be the tribute , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4v5P0TzBTw&list=PLA95109D7DBD918E4 , and I wanna kill the guy , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AU1VZBpKsrw&list=PL377C129FBC5C1DA7 , mainly , but

since I plan on includeing a button to allow perspective switches, it also needs sprites similer to , golden ax , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ef5h1r_ASYE&list=PL372EDB6AC1628304 , penguin adventure , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xK3GOJ0KLIc&list=UUTJ-qEBVSzSolK_rOSqZdGg&index=23 , indiana jones and the temple of doom , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMe4Y-S1bUs&list=PLE9BC5F676E728781 , and , finally , zelda

<span style="font-family:Roboto,arial,sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:18.200000762939453px;">for the fear mythose game, its baisicly a zelda like , LOTS of things can be reused from the b movies game , except what I mentioned

<span style="font-family:Roboto,arial,sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:18.200000762939453px;">as a final note, all games should also contain a charecter similer to he is an evil geniuses , interpretation of this old woman , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eS1j9mj3uMo&index=41&list=UUTJ-qEBVSzSolK_rOSqZdGg ,

<span style="font-family:Roboto,arial,sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:18.200000762939453px;">I know its a lot, but , on the plus side , it shouldnt be to hard to get intel with all these options

I had previously wanted this page, because I had thought it would spread more knowledge of me , and I could help more people , or , at least , find people to help me research , now , after spending six years thinking that I killed people , that people were dead becuase of me , and giving up all the things I could have done , join a gay straight aliance to find out what being gay means now adays , finished some flash games , got a job , cleaned myself up , got a boyfriend , I just want... something to show for it, something to show that those years wernt as waisted as they were , weather its a way to find more people willing to help me out with sprites , or , just some god damned recognition , I want something back

message on here agin if you need more info about the MEEC , or , the proxies , or the concepts , or anything , or , if you feel that its not worth the wiki's time , dont , I just , I want to feel like Id have something to show for all this , I dont want to feel , like I ,